I am a a point again where a certain door seems to close on me and I am still staring at that door. I pray that Allah SWT gives me the courage and strength for this new uncertain period of my life. I had this same experience few years back while we were in Gabon and now it is De ja vu.
I think it is normal for some people to like to stay where they are at and fear unknown changes. I am one of those people. I don't actually have an exit plan of what I will do but I pray that I will have enough strength to follow through. I came across a reminder on how we should always remember that Allah is the best provider and all things come from Him. Only Allah SWT has the power to grant all your wishses and doas. Semoga Allah SWT Ar-Rahman dan Ar-Rahim mempermudahkan segala urusan kami. Amin ya-Rabaalamin.
